Happy October everyone! :D Hello fall and Halloween and candy!! :D
School has been making me busy and just plain lazy whenever I tried writing in Caught In Between. *sigh* Plus I wasn't getting anywhere with it anyway and it started to drag so I decided to completely redo it. The first two chapters are the same so for those of you who read it at the end of Three Strong Words, don't worry, I'm keeping it. And it's not a whole lot I have to start over. Just 24,000 words (half of the whole book) worth. But I decided to actually outline it and on my way home from school on the bus I was just at it like crazy. I'm almost halfway done with the outline! Loads of excitement about that, although I should've pushed myself to write last week because Wednesday and Thursday, my morning classes were cancelled and I had and extra hour to write but I instead read The Mortal Instrument series and when I got home I went on photoshop and made a dreamcast of Maia.
I'm such a fangirl lol And just FYI that's Antonia Thomas and I have my fingers crossed that she gets cast as Maia Roberts in the City of Ashes movie when they start casting.
So yeah. I probably should go get started on homework.
Be safe on Halloween and have fun and save some money for the November 1 candy sales!
Monday, October 1, 2012
Monday, September 3, 2012
Labor Day full of hurt and fun.
Probably should've wrote more to Caught In Between but I just got sick of being cooped up in the apartment by myself since my dad was at work today so I decided to go walk around. I ended up walking more than 8 miles and ended up at the mall where my foot started hurting. Apparently I somehow twisted my foot! And I have school tomorrow. Blegh.
But I hope everyone had a nice, safe, fun labor day! :D
I'm off to type more in Caught In Between since I reached my daily post limit on tumblr. Again! 5th time in 4 months. I have no idea how I manage to do it. :/
But I hope everyone had a nice, safe, fun labor day! :D
I'm off to type more in Caught In Between since I reached my daily post limit on tumblr. Again! 5th time in 4 months. I have no idea how I manage to do it. :/
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Can't concentrate with bedbugs!
So I recently moved to Illinois from Florida for college and to be close to my dad. 2 weeks after I moved here our apartment got attacked with bedbugs. We're guessing they came from the upstairs neighbor because the day before I got bit we smelled fumes which we eventually figured out came from a bug bomb (DON'T USE BUG BOMBS!! THEY JUST SPREAD THE BUGS THEY DON'T DIE!! SO YOU MIGHT JUST END UP INFECTING OTHER PEOPLE!!!) I also discovered that I'm allergic to these bites. I had to go to the ER yesterday because it was so bad. Not many people know this but this is really traumatizing and can hit anyone! I'm a neat freak and keep the apartment as clean as I can and we still got hit. We've been cleaning and washing everything for the past few days and this is draining our accounts since we keep buying anti-itch cream and washing everything.
I haven't been able to write because I cannot concentrate with these bites itching every second of the day. And this is the first week back in school! I'm already not doing good and that worries me so much! So if anyone's reading this post, go online now and look up ways to prevent these little demons because it is mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausting. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Terrorists and serial killers yes but not my worst enemy.
I haven't been able to write because I cannot concentrate with these bites itching every second of the day. And this is the first week back in school! I'm already not doing good and that worries me so much! So if anyone's reading this post, go online now and look up ways to prevent these little demons because it is mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausting. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Terrorists and serial killers yes but not my worst enemy.
Saturday, August 18, 2012
News
Loads of different random news. I moved from Florida to Illinois for college so I've barely had time to write. I might be able to find time soon though. Hopefully. But with Caught In Between I'm 21,000 words in and for Kida's story I'm about 10,000 words in last I checked. Three Strong Words is doing better than I expected! :D Even though chances are that it's my family and friends buying the books I sold more than I anticipated and I got a 4 star rating over at Goodreads and no one I know even knows about that website which means someone I don't personally know has actually read and liked it!! :D That makes me so happy! :D
Other random non-book related news. I'm a huge Misfits (UK TV show) fan and I ended up with a last paycheck from my job in Florida that I wasn't expecting at all (I thought the previous paycheck was the last one) so I had enough money to buy a Misfits hoodie!! :D Can't wait until it ships although I have to wait until September 14. :( but I'm still excited about getting it! :D Now I'm off to finish eating some Whitey's ice cream and writing. :)
Other random non-book related news. I'm a huge Misfits (UK TV show) fan and I ended up with a last paycheck from my job in Florida that I wasn't expecting at all (I thought the previous paycheck was the last one) so I had enough money to buy a Misfits hoodie!! :D Can't wait until it ships although I have to wait until September 14. :( but I'm still excited about getting it! :D Now I'm off to finish eating some Whitey's ice cream and writing. :)
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Three Strong Words is finally available! :D
I'm so happy and excited that I finally achieved a lifelong dream and got something published! :D I'm honestly not even expecting to sell more than 2 books but it doesn't matter because I just always wanted to get a book out there and here it is! :D The amazon link is the only one available right now because the barnes and noble link is still pending approval. I'm aware that this isn't the best book out there and I don't claim it as the best book ever written but it just makes me smile that I managed to do this and hopefully with more practice with different books, I'll be able to do better with each book and rewrite.
Three Strong Words: I Hate You. For Amazon.
Three Strong Words: I Hate You. For Barnes & Noble
Three Strong Words: I Hate You. For Amazon.
Three Strong Words: I Hate You. For Barnes & Noble
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Sunday Sneak
I have decided to put up a little sneak peek for Three Strong Words before I publish it before August 11. I'll be without internet for a while and I want to publish it before I lose internet. So here is the first sneak peek!
I hate you.
I never actually said those words aloud to him but in the beginning I sure did
think it a lot. The thought of being near him sent nausea churning through my
stomach and hearing his name caused my temper to flare to the point where I
could almost feel my blood boil. Aiden Parker, every time I look at you three
words always run around in my head. I hate you.
"Shit,
shit, shit!" I huffed as I ran to my gym class. I was running late from
writing the advice column in the newspaper, gym isn't important to me anyway
but unfortunately in this cruel world, gym was a grade that could not go lower
than an A because then I can kiss my perfect GPA goodbye.
Performing a
perfect slide that gave me an instant flashback to the cartoons of my
childhood, I opened the door just as the late bell rang. Everyone turned to
look at me, Mrs. Kohl eyeing me from head to toe then with a snarl she nodded
her head. I breathed a sigh of relief, Mrs. Kohl has this rule that if half of
your body isn't inside the door when the late bell rings then you will be
counted late and you won't get any participation points for the day.
Considering how there isn't any written works or anything in this godforsaken
class, participation is the only thing that really shows up on report cards.
"Thank
you for joining us Miss Hernandez, please join us for the wonderful new
semester where I assign your seats," she said with a humorless smirk on
her large face, the movement of her mouth opening and closing caused her chin
fat to jiggle. I will never understand how Mrs. Kohl managed to get a job as a
gym teacher.
"Seats?"
From the deep gasps of breath I was taking, I was sure I heard her wrong.
"Yes
Miss. Hernandez, now seeing as we start on the health section of gym it is only
practical to have desks to allow you to do your work," everyone giggled
and I felt my face heat up. Thank God my olive complexion can hide my blush.
"Of
course, you always know the answer when it comes to gym," I said managing
to muster up the best fake smile I could. Some snickers echo off of the walls
of the gym where I now noticed that tables were lined up in three rows, and two
sat to a table.
"I'm
glad that you think so, which is why you will be sitting next to Mr.
Parker," my jaw drops as a small gasp and jaws dropping came from my
classmates. I turned and spotted Aiden Parker sitting at a table by himself. A
scowl was on his face. Great. I'm going to be spending the rest of the year
sitting next to a racist. Mrs. Kohl is out to get me. I wonder if this will
count as attempted murder, I thought as I made my way to the table and plopped
into the empty seat.
Contrary to
popular belief, and I say this with the least amount of sarcasm I can muster,
there's still racism in the south. Usually whites hate blacks and blacks hate
whites, Hispanics on the one hand don't pick sides, if you treat us good we
treat you good, but unfortunately the racist whites don't tend to look past the
stereotype that we're supposed to be their servants. Basically when the blacks
stopped working for the whites as maids and nannies, we kind of took over.
Ironic considering how they complain about white people treating them bad and
being overworked and underpaid more than us.
I can do
this. I tell myself, there was no way in Hell that I would EVER give Aiden the
satisfaction that he scared me and that if I didn’t watch out I would end up as
one of the few lynched Hispanics. In an attempt to get my mind off of my
predicament I scanned the rows until my eyes landed on my best friend, Kida.
What
the hell? She mouthed to me, I sigh and making sure Mrs.
Killer-Kohl isn’t watching me, I give a shrug and point two fingers to my
forehead and make a shooting motion. Instead of giggling like I hoped she
would, she turns paler and looks over at Aiden. Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Rain Please Just Go Away!
It has rained non-stop for 2 days here in Florida. Most of the streets are flooded and I almost got stuck when I was trying to drive through a puddle that I could not see since it was dark, and the water was probably a foot high because it came to the headlights of my car. Kind of hoping that this continues tomorrow though because the news said that downtown is flooded and I don't feel like going to work tomorrow to work like a dog lol
My editor is still editing, I have to go through and fix up some mistakes, so my book still isn't perfect yet and I have to wait until next paycheck before I can use a picture and reveal the cover.
Got a title for that paranormal romance! :D I think Caught In Between sounds good. Still writing it and since work is busy in the summertime, I haven't had the mental will to write a lot, I only have about 14,000 words written. My goal is 52,000 or 65,000 so I have a looonnggg way to go.
My editor is still editing, I have to go through and fix up some mistakes, so my book still isn't perfect yet and I have to wait until next paycheck before I can use a picture and reveal the cover.
Got a title for that paranormal romance! :D I think Caught In Between sounds good. Still writing it and since work is busy in the summertime, I haven't had the mental will to write a lot, I only have about 14,000 words written. My goal is 52,000 or 65,000 so I have a looonnggg way to go.
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
I Now Understand.
I won't mention the series but the last book for one of the many series I'm into came out recently and so I decided to look on the Nook store to see how much it was. $10.99!!! FOR WHAT?! I understand that publishers charge a lot for book bindings, photographers, etc. But shouldn't e-books get a discount?! As a college student who can't even afford to support herself, I cannot pay $11 for a book that I'm only going to read once.
I checked my library and found out that they haven't even bought any new teen books in like 2 years, which I thought was a shock because since I work in the library, I keep seeing loads of new books for children and adults. They didn't even have the e-book version on the website, just the audiobook version and I personally can't stand audiobooks because I have a problem of tuning people out and like to listen to instrumental music while reading books.
I even checked Walmart.com to see how much they're asking. It's still $11.
I now understand why people illegally download books. I don't support it and I never do it (unless it was college textbooks then I'd be all over them like a fly over garbage. Not that I've ever heard of anyone finding any ironically.) because I understand that these are authors' jobs and that it's hard enough to make ends meet as it is. But can't they make books cheaper? Loads more people would be buying the books then. Now I will have to either wait until my boss buys it, finishes it, and lends it to me, or wait until it gets cheaper which will take about a year or two. This seriously sucks!
I checked my library and found out that they haven't even bought any new teen books in like 2 years, which I thought was a shock because since I work in the library, I keep seeing loads of new books for children and adults. They didn't even have the e-book version on the website, just the audiobook version and I personally can't stand audiobooks because I have a problem of tuning people out and like to listen to instrumental music while reading books.
I even checked Walmart.com to see how much they're asking. It's still $11.
I now understand why people illegally download books. I don't support it and I never do it (unless it was college textbooks then I'd be all over them like a fly over garbage. Not that I've ever heard of anyone finding any ironically.) because I understand that these are authors' jobs and that it's hard enough to make ends meet as it is. But can't they make books cheaper? Loads more people would be buying the books then. Now I will have to either wait until my boss buys it, finishes it, and lends it to me, or wait until it gets cheaper which will take about a year or two. This seriously sucks!
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Thunderstorms and Graduations
My little sister is finally graduating from high school! :D I can still remember when she was little and kept pulling my pigtails.
I hope that these thunderstorms can stop by tomorrow though. We've been having really bad thunderstorms every night for a week! And last week that tropical storm came through. I'm tired of lightning lol I can deal with rain and thunder but am afraid of lightning!
My still untitled book is going strong! I have over 12,000 words written already and it kept me busy when I was internet-less all week last week. So I know I have no fans yet and there's a 99.9% that no one even reads this blog but I want to put a teaser so I am. :)
I hope that these thunderstorms can stop by tomorrow though. We've been having really bad thunderstorms every night for a week! And last week that tropical storm came through. I'm tired of lightning lol I can deal with rain and thunder but am afraid of lightning!
My still untitled book is going strong! I have over 12,000 words written already and it kept me busy when I was internet-less all week last week. So I know I have no fans yet and there's a 99.9% that no one even reads this blog but I want to put a teaser so I am. :)
I think I’m going crazy. Not crazy
“my dog just died so now I’m so torn up” crazy or “I’m mad so I’m going to grab
a gun and shoot a school” crazy, but the kind of crazy where I need to be
locked up with a straightjacket. I sighed as I stared at the white wall of my
dorm room while I thought back to my dream, the same kind that I have been
having for months. It was usual for a dream, crazy twists and a surreal quality
to what could be mistaken for actual life, until he decided to pop up again.
Monday, May 21, 2012
I have decided.
For the past week or two I have been debating about whether or not I want to send my first book to a publisher or just publish it myself. And I have decided that I want to do it myself :) that way I won't have to wait forever for it to get published, and won't have to deal with rejection because I feel like that this book would get rejected by publishers because of the controversial topic it centers on. Plus I want to be able to say that I did this myself, and if I completely fail or bomb then I'll be able to just take it as a life lesson and blame myself and not someone else. With that said, I should get going on a photo shoot of sorts for covers of the books I have in mind. I didn't spend 10 years of my life doing art for nothing after all! :D
Friday, May 11, 2012
My thoughts to the Vampire Diaries season finale. + other news
Prepare for a long post!
So finally we get an unpredictable TVD episode! I know some people agreed with me that some of the episodes in this season were predictable and just blah. But did they really have to get rid of Joseph Morgan!? I liked him!! I wonder what'll happen when Caroline realizes that Tyler is gone (I think he is idk and since I'm a fan of both Forwood and Klaroline I'm kind of torn about this twist) and that Klaus is now in Tyler's body.
Stelena. I used to be a fan of them in the first couple of seasons but then they just got annoying to me about halfway through season 2 and I'm personally mad that she chose Stefan just because I don't really care for Stefan's numerous mood swings like one day he's a tortured suicidal soul cause he's the ripper, then the next he's all like "I want to kill Klaus so let me just focus on that!" and then the next he's all like "Omg Elena I freaking love you and want you!" ugh he's worse than a teenage girl and Damon is just straightforward and honest. But that's just my opinion.
Delena. "Maybe if we met first," *switch to a flashback of Damon and Elena actually meeting where Damon then compulses her to forget him* THE HELL!?!? DAMMITT!!
Alaric is now officially dead. WHY!? D,: I loved Alaric when he wasn't on the dark side. :,(
Elena is now a vampire. So I guess she'll remember that she met Damon before Stefan. Doubt that'll change her mind but it should add for some Delena/Stelena drama. Ah I can already hear the shipping wars. God it's going to be worse than Avatar the Last Airbender shipping wars. :/
Now that I got that off of my chest.
Other news! :D
I am officially moving in August and getting a puppy! :D so yay! And heading back to school after a year off and I'm kind of nervous about that. I hope I can get my GPA up. That low GPA is not fun at all. So since I got a 2 hour layover on that plane ride, chances are I will probably manage to finish a book on that flight.
I'm still working on the second book of my trilogy, it's now in the second chapter so it's probably going at the same pace as the first one. I would've been at chapter 3 but my friend popped up to visit me at work (which made me extremely happy cause we've been friends for years and she's my editor too) when I was about to put away the Bios because that's where I usually write my book since it's in a corner that people rarely go to and I can see people coming before they see me so it gives me a chance to hide my nook. I only do this on slow days at work when everything else is done I want to add!
And speaking of my friend, she suggested that I can use a situation that's been happening to me for the past year, as a book. So I got started on that and am not really as secretive about it as I am with my trilogy cause it's not that original of an idea so I'll just put up a short summary now.
Adriana Cruz is just trying to live life as a college freshman as normal as possible. But since her senior year of high school she's been having dreams about a guy she doesn't know. She pushes the dreams out of her thoughts until the day she manages to hear his name being called inside her latest dream with him. Never hearing anyone's name while dreaming Adriana is afraid she's heading to the mental institution when she's looking through Facebook for the David of her dreams. Who is David and why does he keep popping up into her dreams?
Yeah I need to work on that summary. I almost got like 1,000 words written for that anyway and kind of like the idea so I might just go with it, and because I am not a fan of Twilight (though I will never mention that to my boss who is a diehard fan) I respect Twihards and Stephanie Meyers though but I just personally am not a fan of it
I hope that this idea doesn't end up becoming like it with the whole "I need Edward to live!" mentality. This is not about vampires though I need to add! Hopefully I'll at least make enough money off of it to pay for my Netflix bill for a month XD Anyway so I should be off straightening my hair now. Can't wait until my friend is done editing my book so I can get it out on Amazon and Barnes & Noble! *fingers crossed*
So finally we get an unpredictable TVD episode! I know some people agreed with me that some of the episodes in this season were predictable and just blah. But did they really have to get rid of Joseph Morgan!? I liked him!! I wonder what'll happen when Caroline realizes that Tyler is gone (I think he is idk and since I'm a fan of both Forwood and Klaroline I'm kind of torn about this twist) and that Klaus is now in Tyler's body.
Stelena. I used to be a fan of them in the first couple of seasons but then they just got annoying to me about halfway through season 2 and I'm personally mad that she chose Stefan just because I don't really care for Stefan's numerous mood swings like one day he's a tortured suicidal soul cause he's the ripper, then the next he's all like "I want to kill Klaus so let me just focus on that!" and then the next he's all like "Omg Elena I freaking love you and want you!" ugh he's worse than a teenage girl and Damon is just straightforward and honest. But that's just my opinion.
Delena. "Maybe if we met first," *switch to a flashback of Damon and Elena actually meeting where Damon then compulses her to forget him* THE HELL!?!? DAMMITT!!
Alaric is now officially dead. WHY!? D,: I loved Alaric when he wasn't on the dark side. :,(
Elena is now a vampire. So I guess she'll remember that she met Damon before Stefan. Doubt that'll change her mind but it should add for some Delena/Stelena drama. Ah I can already hear the shipping wars. God it's going to be worse than Avatar the Last Airbender shipping wars. :/
Now that I got that off of my chest.
Other news! :D
I am officially moving in August and getting a puppy! :D so yay! And heading back to school after a year off and I'm kind of nervous about that. I hope I can get my GPA up. That low GPA is not fun at all. So since I got a 2 hour layover on that plane ride, chances are I will probably manage to finish a book on that flight.
I'm still working on the second book of my trilogy, it's now in the second chapter so it's probably going at the same pace as the first one. I would've been at chapter 3 but my friend popped up to visit me at work (which made me extremely happy cause we've been friends for years and she's my editor too) when I was about to put away the Bios because that's where I usually write my book since it's in a corner that people rarely go to and I can see people coming before they see me so it gives me a chance to hide my nook. I only do this on slow days at work when everything else is done I want to add!
And speaking of my friend, she suggested that I can use a situation that's been happening to me for the past year, as a book. So I got started on that and am not really as secretive about it as I am with my trilogy cause it's not that original of an idea so I'll just put up a short summary now.
Adriana Cruz is just trying to live life as a college freshman as normal as possible. But since her senior year of high school she's been having dreams about a guy she doesn't know. She pushes the dreams out of her thoughts until the day she manages to hear his name being called inside her latest dream with him. Never hearing anyone's name while dreaming Adriana is afraid she's heading to the mental institution when she's looking through Facebook for the David of her dreams. Who is David and why does he keep popping up into her dreams?
Yeah I need to work on that summary. I almost got like 1,000 words written for that anyway and kind of like the idea so I might just go with it, and because I am not a fan of Twilight (though I will never mention that to my boss who is a diehard fan) I respect Twihards and Stephanie Meyers though but I just personally am not a fan of it
I hope that this idea doesn't end up becoming like it with the whole "I need Edward to live!" mentality. This is not about vampires though I need to add! Hopefully I'll at least make enough money off of it to pay for my Netflix bill for a month XD Anyway so I should be off straightening my hair now. Can't wait until my friend is done editing my book so I can get it out on Amazon and Barnes & Noble! *fingers crossed*
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Mourning over my favorite British show. + book news
So the summer of 2011 I was bored and decided to listen to my friends on Youtube and watch this British TV show called Misfits. I was instantly hooked and finished both of the seasons in a week before season 3 premiered. Then I found out that my favorite character Nathan wasn't returning because the actor that portrays him, Robert Sheehan, wanted to go off and act in movies. I was a little upset but I was ok with it because my second favorite character Kelly and my favorite couple was still there. Then the season 3 finale happened and my favorite couple died and I of course became really mad and my anger lasted for a week, but I was like, "Well Kelly's still there and so I'll watched the next season next year, plus I like the new character Rudy and Kelly and Seth will just be my replacement couple for the show." nope. I just found out that the actress who portrays Kelly isn't coming back for season 4. I am so upset about it and want to cry! This is Being Human UK all over again! :,(
Now onto my book news so I can stop myself from crying. My editor/friend is now on summer break from college so she's going to start reading and editing. I am officially around 1100 words into the second installment of my series, and since it's been in the 90s here in good ol' Florida, I'm having trouble sleeping so I just keep writing in it so hopefully I'll be able to finish it by the end of the summer and have it out by Christmas.
If you haven't seen Misfits, I recommend it, you will understand why I got so upset over the characters leaving and won't think I'm just some crazy person without a life hahahaha XD
Now onto my book news so I can stop myself from crying. My editor/friend is now on summer break from college so she's going to start reading and editing. I am officially around 1100 words into the second installment of my series, and since it's been in the 90s here in good ol' Florida, I'm having trouble sleeping so I just keep writing in it so hopefully I'll be able to finish it by the end of the summer and have it out by Christmas.
If you haven't seen Misfits, I recommend it, you will understand why I got so upset over the characters leaving and won't think I'm just some crazy person without a life hahahaha XD
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Finally! + playlist
FINALLY!!
As of 10:07am (Eastern time) I have finished my first novel! :D I started this book at 1:45am on February 14 (it was coincidence that I got an idea for a YA romance novel once it hit Valentine's Day). I hope to self-publish it sometime in August but it has to go through my editor/friend first and I have to program it myself to be available as an ebook. Good thing I went to an arts high school so my friend was a creative writing major and to this day is still what us DA kids called a grammar Nazi. And I plan on taking pictures for the cover page as soon as I get an idea if I don't have anything good in my portfolio because I refuse to believe that after 4 years of non-stop art I would have no good cover images! Anyway I would put a summary but since it is such a unique idea I don't want someone to stumble across my blog and steal my idea. But I will announce the date when it should be in Amazon and B&N! Wish me luck!
And here's the playlist of songs that I listened to while writing this book. Some of them have nothing to do with the book but they helped me write it for some weird reason.
(not in any particular order)
Night Time-The xx
Baby It's You- Smith
Afraid- Sarah Fimm
Fear and Loathing- Marina & The Diamonds
Born to Die- Lana Del Rey
Give Us A Little Love- Fallulah
Your Biggest Mistake-Ellie Goulding
This Love (Will Be Your Downfall)- Ellie Goulding
One Thing-Finger Eleven
Hardest of Hearts-Florence and the Machine
Into The Fire- Thirteen Senses
Mil Besos-Patty Griffin
As of 10:07am (Eastern time) I have finished my first novel! :D I started this book at 1:45am on February 14 (it was coincidence that I got an idea for a YA romance novel once it hit Valentine's Day). I hope to self-publish it sometime in August but it has to go through my editor/friend first and I have to program it myself to be available as an ebook. Good thing I went to an arts high school so my friend was a creative writing major and to this day is still what us DA kids called a grammar Nazi. And I plan on taking pictures for the cover page as soon as I get an idea if I don't have anything good in my portfolio because I refuse to believe that after 4 years of non-stop art I would have no good cover images! Anyway I would put a summary but since it is such a unique idea I don't want someone to stumble across my blog and steal my idea. But I will announce the date when it should be in Amazon and B&N! Wish me luck!
And here's the playlist of songs that I listened to while writing this book. Some of them have nothing to do with the book but they helped me write it for some weird reason.
(not in any particular order)
Night Time-The xx
Baby It's You- Smith
Afraid- Sarah Fimm
Fear and Loathing- Marina & The Diamonds
Born to Die- Lana Del Rey
Give Us A Little Love- Fallulah
Your Biggest Mistake-Ellie Goulding
This Love (Will Be Your Downfall)- Ellie Goulding
One Thing-Finger Eleven
Hardest of Hearts-Florence and the Machine
Into The Fire- Thirteen Senses
Mil Besos-Patty Griffin
Friday, March 23, 2012
Wow a whole month!
I never expected it to be a whole month before I made a new entry lol. Anyway so I went to the midnight premiere of The Hunger Games last night and I loved it! :D It reminded me why I loved the Hunger Games books.
Main reason: Katniss would do anything for her sister, like me. And it's really eerie because my little sister likes medicine like Prim, our mom is into medicine like their mom, my mom went to a deep depression when I was a kid and so I pretty much ended up being my sister's rock and just feeding her whenever our mom went to bed early, kind of like Katniss only not as drastic since we've never starved.
So where's my boy with the bread?! Hahahahaha
Onto other news, I have more than 37,000 words typed up in my book! :D
Main reason: Katniss would do anything for her sister, like me. And it's really eerie because my little sister likes medicine like Prim, our mom is into medicine like their mom, my mom went to a deep depression when I was a kid and so I pretty much ended up being my sister's rock and just feeding her whenever our mom went to bed early, kind of like Katniss only not as drastic since we've never starved.
So where's my boy with the bread?! Hahahahaha
Onto other news, I have more than 37,000 words typed up in my book! :D
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Thursday 2/23/2012
Hey ya'll, I'm Becky, not Paula Dean lol
Yep so I kind of always wanted to make a blog but didn't want to see too attention-seeking or whining but now I just don't care. I want to get my thoughts out there. Plus I'm in the middle of writing a book for teens so if I manage to get that published then I'm hoping I'll be able to become a decent author :) I'm not expecting to make millions overnight but at least getting a book published would be a dream come true! :D
Right now I'm listening to this song called Give Us A Little Love by Fallulah and I think it's a really powerful song. To me it just basically speaks of a group of people or something that feels like they're stuck and that their life is miserable and they just want to leave. For me it really spoke to me. The "Where do we belong, if there's nothing here why are we still here?" line relates to me a lot! I do not like the city that I'm living in right now. I want to leave so badly! But I'm here for my little sister because there's loads of personal problems that I would feel guilty if I left her by herself. And I honestly have like no friends here, it's not my fault but it's just a whole bunch of different situations so I get really lonely a lot.
"Give us a little love, we never had enough," this line in the song bought tears to my eye because I feel like that a lot, especially me and my sister together. But that's it, we got each other and it helps but sometimes I wish I could have a 2am friend or a boyfriend to help me get rid of the loneliness.
Here's the song in case you want to hear it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iIETLFOAOw
Well that's all my thoughts for today. :) Please don't be mean to me or send any mean "oh boohoo ur life sucks soooo bad! Get over yourself" messages. I know my life doesn't suck as much as it could and I don't need someone giving me any crap just because I was bored and felt like talking. Anyway so I hope everyone has a good day! :D
Yep so I kind of always wanted to make a blog but didn't want to see too attention-seeking or whining but now I just don't care. I want to get my thoughts out there. Plus I'm in the middle of writing a book for teens so if I manage to get that published then I'm hoping I'll be able to become a decent author :) I'm not expecting to make millions overnight but at least getting a book published would be a dream come true! :D
Right now I'm listening to this song called Give Us A Little Love by Fallulah and I think it's a really powerful song. To me it just basically speaks of a group of people or something that feels like they're stuck and that their life is miserable and they just want to leave. For me it really spoke to me. The "Where do we belong, if there's nothing here why are we still here?" line relates to me a lot! I do not like the city that I'm living in right now. I want to leave so badly! But I'm here for my little sister because there's loads of personal problems that I would feel guilty if I left her by herself. And I honestly have like no friends here, it's not my fault but it's just a whole bunch of different situations so I get really lonely a lot.
"Give us a little love, we never had enough," this line in the song bought tears to my eye because I feel like that a lot, especially me and my sister together. But that's it, we got each other and it helps but sometimes I wish I could have a 2am friend or a boyfriend to help me get rid of the loneliness.
Here's the song in case you want to hear it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iIETLFOAOw
Well that's all my thoughts for today. :) Please don't be mean to me or send any mean "oh boohoo ur life sucks soooo bad! Get over yourself" messages. I know my life doesn't suck as much as it could and I don't need someone giving me any crap just because I was bored and felt like talking. Anyway so I hope everyone has a good day! :D
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