Hey ya'll, I'm Becky, not Paula Dean lol
Yep so I kind of always wanted to make a blog but didn't want to see too attention-seeking or whining but now I just don't care. I want to get my thoughts out there. Plus I'm in the middle of writing a book for teens so if I manage to get that published then I'm hoping I'll be able to become a decent author :) I'm not expecting to make millions overnight but at least getting a book published would be a dream come true! :D
Right now I'm listening to this song called Give Us A Little Love by Fallulah and I think it's a really powerful song. To me it just basically speaks of a group of people or something that feels like they're stuck and that their life is miserable and they just want to leave. For me it really spoke to me. The "Where do we belong, if there's nothing here why are we still here?" line relates to me a lot! I do not like the city that I'm living in right now. I want to leave so badly! But I'm here for my little sister because there's loads of personal problems that I would feel guilty if I left her by herself. And I honestly have like no friends here, it's not my fault but it's just a whole bunch of different situations so I get really lonely a lot.
"Give us a little love, we never had enough," this line in the song bought tears to my eye because I feel like that a lot, especially me and my sister together. But that's it, we got each other and it helps but sometimes I wish I could have a 2am friend or a boyfriend to help me get rid of the loneliness.
Here's the song in case you want to hear it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iIETLFOAOw
Well that's all my thoughts for today. :) Please don't be mean to me or send any mean "oh boohoo ur life sucks soooo bad! Get over yourself" messages. I know my life doesn't suck as much as it could and I don't need someone giving me any crap just because I was bored and felt like talking. Anyway so I hope everyone has a good day! :D
