I have decided.

For the past week or two I have been debating about whether or not I want to send my first book to a publisher or just publish it myself. And I have decided that I want to do it myself :) that way I won't have to wait forever for it to get published, and won't have to deal with rejection because I feel like that this book would get rejected by publishers because of the controversial topic it centers on. Plus I want to be able to say that I did this myself, and if I completely fail or bomb then I'll be able to just take it as a life lesson and blame myself and not someone else. With that said, I should get going on a photo shoot of sorts for covers of the books I have in mind. I didn't spend 10 years of my life doing art for nothing after all! :D